LOTR: its over

It was doing a wile since I waited his presence, here, under the tree of forest near Erebor, a lil place that we make sure No one was going to disturb us. Though it wasn’t him who was late, it was me who came earliest.

 

The great and massive pale orc finally rose from the wood, and walked with a neutral excretion. He stood in front of me, his whit skin shinning under the soft star of the night.

 

He tried to tack me in his harm, but I stopped him.

 

He simply sighs, than finally spoke:

 

“ I received your letter... Melle, I have read it carefully. I am here now, what is it you need my dear? “ he asked softly.

 

A smile on his face tried to hide is fear, he guessed my intention, he guessed the reason of why he was here, but there was still some hope that all this sad ideas were false. He hopped very hard.

 

“ Azog... I... Its” I tried to continue with difficulty my answer, but how could we say such a hard thing to someone who loved you and trusted you? I looked at the ground and finally continued, doing my best for look in his blues eyes: “Its over.”

 

Even if orc are great master about hiding their feeling, I could see in Azog’s eye some deception. I didn’t want to hurt him (its not they don’t have one, its just they aren’t used to simply shot it that easily). I didn’t want to come this way. I truly loved him, but these circumstances didn’t leave me any choice. Though, these word hurt.

 

They hurt me so much... I never imagined it was going to hurt that much. And it hurt him...

 

It was like a big man in a "pick-up" truck charge him...

 

He just stood there, trying is best to show no any emotion, but he couldn’t help but doing a terrible confusing face. I hated that. I hated to see him like that.

 

“ Melle... Its... Why ? Is this about me ?  I though if we ... meet each other in secret war between us wouldn’t matter...”

 

“ I though too, trust me. But... I think when I wasn’t sharing my bed with you, I think so much about us and what happened after the battle of the fives armies... The men or Gondor and Roan accepting to hunt down the orcs and sending the S.S.... Its too dangerous now. And its hurting everyone.  Thorin just have to order that they follow me in a orcish strong and... Think about Bolg...Aw gosh. You get it. “

 

“ No. I don’t. Melle.... You could... If you stay there too and they discover that you are Morgoth’s child and Sauron’s apprentice they will kill you. I... I know, come with me and let us disappear in Gundabad the time things get better. You and I... and Bolg would be so happy!”

“ I can’t... You know why: I can’t let Raven and Suzan. They are my best friends and did so much things for me... I must stay with theme. They need me to help theme reconstruct Erebor. Thorin need... “

 

“Aw by the bones of Glaurung, come on Melle. Can’t you just forget my stories of Thorin and me for once! Can’t you just forget my past? Shit you can be so mean  sometime...”

 

“ No I can’t.  You think I it’s not this hard for me to be next to you?”

 

“ What!?”

 

“ You think I didn’t forgot what you did to my friend, Azog? “

 

“ Arw, you’re not gonna start this again.. It was nothing. ”

 
Nothing!? Nothing!? He almost killed my two best friends and their lover...

“ Nothing!? Azog, you killed Raven at the fraying pan! You killed her. MY friend! Its was a miracle that her mother had enough energy to bring her back to life! And what to say of Suzan... You kidnapped her, and tried to make her YOUR BRIDE GOT DARM IT.”

 

“ Ho, I changed, is it not evident, I taking care of you, I bring you gift, I let you ride my Warg and let you live among us. Show some respect at last! I gived you just so much! I could have done the same thing with you! I PERFECTLY COULD HAVE DONE IT ! Is this all a game to you? Aw yes you’re making lot of fun actually...”

 

How could think such a thing?... And I though he trusted me all this time...

 

“ Azog... This is not a game . Arw. What make me think YOU aren’t doing all this to your own pleasure? What make me think you aren’t the one here who as been playing a game ? What make me think that you aren’t doing to me such a mascaraed, giving me so few for have everything from me only for have something in return... Not really caring about me?”

 

His expression changed. His eyes were empties. And I, I was too stupid. I didn’t know at that moment that it was in fact hurting just too much...

 

“ How can you think such a thing about me... I though you were different from the other human...”

 

“ Azog.. I ... I always trusted you...”

 

His face turned to me. It was a terrible face. I never saw him doing such a dark look. It was terribly emotionless. I started to get scared.

Rains started to fall.

 

“  Azog...” I say, trying to calm him down. But he walked strongly in in my direction

 

“ Azog... Pleas I didn’t mean all this just calm down...”

 

He was in front of me, holding my hands strongly with one only. I couldn’t move

 

“ No you didn’t...”

 

He drew his one arm up, lifting me in the process. my foot no longer touched the ground, and I cried out in pain. Good gods, I had never seen him doing this befor...

 

“AZOG!” I screamed one last time.

 

Then, a flash of light appeared in his eyes. When he understand what he was doing, he put me donw slowly.

“ Melle... Melle... I’m sorr...”

 

I was too scared. I just walk a few steps back. We had both done too much.  WE ARE too much.. I took both hands, then looked toward the ground.

 

“ Its over.” I said.


As I walked in the forest , I could still herd his painful cry. I wanted to turn back.


I wanted to turn back and be in his ham... I never feel so good with someone like him once. And I will probably never find someone like him perhaps... But...


It was over.




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 This is the reason why I can't draw Melle anymore. The only idea I have these day are sad story like that one... huuuuu.   Its really bad. I hope I'll be out this bad moment soon...
To ALL MY LORD OF THE RING FANS THANK YOU FOR BEING SO PATIENT! I know im getting slow, and its not fun to wait, but like I said I'm really not in a good moment.

Don't worrie guys, this won't be in my comic. Though I would see this happen in :iconADFlove: 's stories. If you don't understand the thing with Raven and Suz, go read her stories, they are awesome !


(c) Melle=> me
Raven=>
Suzan=>

lp